Sarah

goodbye.

2004-10-01T04:15:38Z

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yeah add me over there.

im gonna miss you so much erica.

2004-09-29T05:42:27Z

well..i'm back from new york. i had a good time there. ill upload some of the pictures later.
the flight back really sucked ass. we had to go on some plane, thats half the fucking size of a normal airplane all the way to washington, and that turned out to be a pointless flight. then we had a 3 hour delay in washington then had to go to a fucking 5 hour flight to san diego. my neck hurt like a bitch. thank god zack was being a good boy haha. but inside the airport he was being an annoying brat. but the second we got on the plane he'd fall asleep.
anyways yeah so i found some stuff out about erica..last night..i really didnt know what to think about it because i was in deniel and would just keep saying she's alright she wont do it but deep down i knew for sure she'd do that to herself.
so i woke up today around 12. i found out erica commited suicide. i was so shocked. she left 3 letters..one for her baby when he's older, one for me, and one in general. then around 1 30 i went to sleep. i talked on the phone with albert for awhile. i liked it, it made me feel alittle better..i guess just knowing i wasnt the only one, or something. then i went back to sleep. came online. then candace surprisingly all of a sudden calls and shes on her way. so she comes over. we talked, wathced some of corina corina, haha, talked with gabriel. yada yada yada. and now im here bored as hell.

im getting a new livejournal soon.

i hope your ok erica.

2004-09-20T17:01:40Z

theres no one here to talk to and the pain inside is making me numb

well lets see. i had a good weekened this week. on saturday i went with my mom and got some stuff for the trip. then we went to denise and vanessa's party. it was for theyre family and then some other people who we had played softball with. ya there was some caroonest there. they drew me and my brother. and then there was some magic guy. he was hilirous though cause he was some black guy who would say all these dirty jokes. i got to talk to lawrence that day too cause he called while i was there. then ya theyre was some prestentation with all these pictures of them two. yada yada yada. andrea's parents dropped me off at home. then i talked on the phone real late with lawrence cause he called around midnight.
then the next day i was supposed to wake up by 9 but i slept in real later. so then i got ready and we went to that san ysdro outlet mall. then we went to toys r us for the kid cause he needs a smaller storller. uhh then we went to wal mart. yada yada yada. gotdropped off at denise's. then me, her, and vanessa went to the mall. i got my famous smoothie =D uhh ya then we got breadsticks haha and sat out in front when we were done. then patty picked us up and i came home. i got a call..saying erica commited sucide. but i dont belive ir right now what so ever. so im not really worrying about it. but then again i am cause theres a possiblity that it is true.

well then later on i dont know what time gabriel came over like at night. and we talked and shit upstairs about alot of things. i had a really cool time with him. then my mom went to bed and we went downstairs and just sat around talking about everything. then denise came! but vanessa wasnt with her cause she has to go to intersession. so ya we talked and ate this pie deni brought till like 10 15 then gabriel left home. then me and denise talked for houuuuuuuuuuurs and then went on the computer.

then later we got off and just hung around, i had a really nice time that day.

and now i leave in 2 days =(
im fucking going to miss alot of you, so damn much.

but anyways ill live and come back alright.

Sarah

goodbye.

im gonna miss you so much erica.

i hope your ok erica.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAWRENCE